You have been the one, you have been the one for me~

(I am obviously talking about my computer here)


Uh, so I keep saying "oh lol i am leaving internets k" and then coming crawling back like a day later. But I am going to try and go cold turkey again because I keep getting distracted from studying and - this is REALLY IMPORTANT - I need to not be distracted. I need to get my Standard Grades, or there is no way on this earth that I will be getting into art school.

There are other things that the computer is causing me to procrastinate from:

- getting fit
- drawing
- writing
- having friends
- sleeping
- eating normally/healthily
- moving around
- sleeping
- being a normal human

So I am making it my goal to go on the computer no more than once a week. To help me achieve this goal, I am going to get my dad to unplug it and take it away. I will store my weekly internet checking things on USB DISKOSTICK (I totally didn't name my USB after a Lady Gaga song) so I can check on my dad's laptop. That way I won't miss anything completely.

So I want to say to everyone, the internet is like my home in some ways, and I will miss everyone! It feels awful to be a part of SADT and then be like 'sorry I have to get a life, despite actually just wanting to chill with you guys a great deal more' but them's the breaks. And to my friends met through a shared passion for Oblivion, it's been great! And people I met randomly, you are awesome too!

But life calls me, and I have to go. Hopefully in this time I will get some qualifications, and maybe figure out what I am going to do. To Illustrate, or to Fine Art, that is the question! I will improve as a person, hopefully, and come back more interesting, happy, and pleasant. Because I know I'm hell to be around right now, due to the procrastination making me hate myself and everything.

So yeah, tl;dr, see you in the Summertime.


bye,

Emmy